so many cracks

So many cracks are they all for a reason? I feel like becoming numb… so numb that I cant feel anything to avoid all da pain I can forget all da happiness n just fly not care about da consequences just to be free away from everythin yet wantin everythin dis phase keeps comin n all I do is regret it after dat n dats da end dies cyclone will keep repeatin itself in consequent circles this whirlpool will folklow me like my shadow I feel I get rid of it in da dark till its noon n it appears again foolowin me I don’t realize dat im hidin behind glass its transparent, if everyone feels alone then why does anyone make the other person feel bad when u no how it feels to get hurt y hurt
Empty corners is dat all I can see is dat all der is for me an empty life empty empty who will fill it? I no only I can no one can possibly do it for me no one………………………………………………………………………………