It kills me you can’t see what you put me through,
My tears soaks my pillow but you don’t even know if only I had seen you the last time the last time that would never come back and the void between us that lasts for infinity…I hide in the dark trying to merge into the wall trying not to think of you in the light, when you look right through me the wall is that all you see? The wall I created?
Do u ever look at me the way I do? Your eyes are cold leaving all the warmth I ever to wish to show you behind I play blaring music so I cant see u talking to them so happy so free…….
But all I see in front of me is a mirror shattering breaking into pieces.
My life’s in pieces breaking shattering and that’s all I can think of the pieces and the most exquisite piece of my life has been and will always be you. After all that you have done to me I still see only the good in you call me blind but…
There are words ill never say words that never crossed your mind
Cos of you I changed my white wings to black ones and now I cant fly
why is everyone so predictable why does everyone only draw eyes
why butterflies for beauty why is thin beautiful I’ve finally said it cant keep it in me any longer and why I am letting myself do this to me.
It suffocates me this air this place it suffocates me to be me to have acted this way to take all this shit it suffocates now to even stand by you be near u to hear the same words spoken but now to someone else is it so easy not to look back?
I need to jump of I need to be free to just break away if only its as easy as it seems
My tears soaks my pillow but you don’t even know if only I had seen you the last time the last time that would never come back and the void between us that lasts for infinity…I hide in the dark trying to merge into the wall trying not to think of you in the light, when you look right through me the wall is that all you see? The wall I created?
Do u ever look at me the way I do? Your eyes are cold leaving all the warmth I ever to wish to show you behind I play blaring music so I cant see u talking to them so happy so free…….
But all I see in front of me is a mirror shattering breaking into pieces.
My life’s in pieces breaking shattering and that’s all I can think of the pieces and the most exquisite piece of my life has been and will always be you. After all that you have done to me I still see only the good in you call me blind but…
There are words ill never say words that never crossed your mind
Cos of you I changed my white wings to black ones and now I cant fly
why is everyone so predictable why does everyone only draw eyes
why butterflies for beauty why is thin beautiful I’ve finally said it cant keep it in me any longer and why I am letting myself do this to me.
It suffocates me this air this place it suffocates me to be me to have acted this way to take all this shit it suffocates now to even stand by you be near u to hear the same words spoken but now to someone else is it so easy not to look back?
I need to jump of I need to be free to just break away if only its as easy as it seems
2 comments:
im so happy you put it up.
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